half empty

anyway, since i dont get to see xyza anymore... i was pretty much the same, working at night, selling like there's no tomorrow, hanging out with my teammates, drinking after shift and what not. but something was missing... i miss talking to the petite girl from the room next door... we had new roommates but it wasnt the same...

by the way, there were 5 of us in the room now... me, greg, glenn, lenard and keith. it was fun, but somehow i felt incomplete. YEAH YEAH IM CHEEZY... i don't give a rat's ass if its cheezy...

anyway, xyza has a boyfriend... and i know im just a friend... but it was nice to know that im a "friend"... 1 is greater than 0 in any equation... anyway, last friday i went to a near by computer shop to check my mail and when i got back she was there. i asked her if she was going to home to laguna and i asked her if its ok if we got went on the bus together. all was well, but then greg also decided that he's going home too... damn... hahaha... anyway, she slept the whole way... but it was nice to be with her even though it was just for a few hours.... there's something about her eyes when she's happy... her hair smells nice too...